Hello!

So here's the deal.

I thought September was going to be my month.

I've talked about it at length on the podcast, which may have been what sent me up for failure,

because I was coming in like, oh yeah, Pearl's going to preschool.

I have more childcare hours than I have ever had before.

I'm going to be combing through these guides.

I'm going to be really revamping everything.

I'm going to have so

many big episodes to come. And then basically, September 3rd hit and I realized, you know, my health

is not good. As you know, I traveled all summer and when you are out of town for months on end,

you kind of put off the important stuff, or at least

I do. If you have poor executive function like your girl does, that's just what I tend to do.

My health has just been slipping for a while now, and it's something I've just been casually

putting up with since February, which now that I say that out loud in harvest season is not good.

I came home and was like, okay, I guess I should start going to like this doctor and that doctor and this doctor.

And it has been a full cascade of doctor appointments.

Now, don't, don't worry.

I'm not in dire health or I will, maybe I'll find out in a few days I am. But at the time of recording this, currently, uh, things are okay. I'm functioning. I'm doing stuff. I'm going to theme parks. Like I'm living life. Um, but there's a lot of stuff underlying that I would say like, you know, if it was on a grade scale, like an A, like a letter A issue would be like really, really bad.

I'm kind of getting like B minuses and Cs.

Like I can function, but things are definitely not good.

So I have been going to doctors, doctors, doctors, doctors so much so that this entire month has been taken up by doctor appointments.

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