Hey man, what's your name? I prefer you call me the Buddha or Buddha.

Buddha, the famous guy from that religion. What's going on well I've been doing a quite a bit of

nitrous oxide the last few months and you know I thought I should you know

stop you know for because it's really not that great for you or whatever.

But, and it's expensive as well.

But, you know, and I was kind of scared because I was having these weird hallucinations and stuff.

And I, uh... these weird hallucinations and stuff and I but I just kept doing it because it feels

really good and then I I just like kept pushing myself the limit where I was having these complete dysphoric hallucinations and I sort of realized that, you know, there was like a deeper meaning to it and that I was basically, when I was doing that I was like essentially like destroying my ego, like I wasn't even a part of my own reality of my own body

That's now nitrous oxide that's like the balloon shit right? Yeah it's a gas yeah you fill up balloons with it.

What kinds of things were you hallucinating? All sorts of things. I was like shifting into other entities and being like god-like figures and seeing like the speed of time increase and decrease and

drink to very small sizes and grow very large and become like part of the universe and see stars being born

all sorts of crazy shit. So anyways I was seeing all this stuff and I was really

afraid of it at first and and then you know I kind of

realized what I was seeing was you know that my ego was basically like leaving my body temporarily and I don't know I feel like it's like almost like changing my life because I've had like all these perspective shifts and

like like you know I call myself Buddha because that's what people of our religion or that lifestyle they that were not just

our body were a part of everything essentially and I've been doing all these things I never thought I could do like

started working out started painting I built a bow out of a stick in the woods. I am learning Spanish. All sorts of crazy shit. These are all things you're doing because you became

addicted to the nitrous ox side? Well not really because of the addiction to the nitrous oxide, but because of the visions I had from it, you know.

What was it about the visions that you had that caused you to do all these productive things?

Um, well, basically I never thought that my mind was capable of producing those kinds of things, you know, like the things I saw were incredible, like I never I never thought it was possible for my mind to like imagine those things basically so I sort of

realize that you know my potential is really like limitless.

So have you stopped doing nitrous oxide or are you still doing it a lot?

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