I just say I always said it.

I want to bring my memory book and you can see what I, because I've been saying this, I was a freshman, I'm going to be in the NFL, I'm going to have a white Mercedes and all this. Yeah. Every girl signed my memory book. Shannon, when you in the NFL, don't forget me. Were you rich and famous? Yeah. Remember I was your home girl. I was your friend. Oh, I, when you grow up like, like I said, people like, man, you grow up like you was in 1940s. That was my life. Yeah. That's how I grew up. I don't know what you want me to tell you. I didn't have no shower. I didn't take a shower in a home until 1988.

That was the first time I took a shower in a home.

The first time I actually took a shower,

I think I was in about this.

Fifth grade, FohH camp.

Ain't even know how to turn the shower on.

Man, I got in there, I was like, damn. So I said, man, hey, and this shower won't even work. It's like, what's wrong with it? It was just working early. I said, I don't know. I ain't know you had to twist one thing and then twist another thing for the water to come out on your head. I ain't know. But 1988, when he got a new house,

that was the first time I had ever taken a shower

in a home.

Hey.

And you think I wanted to live like that

for the rest of my life?

That's what my grandmother,

that's all they had I never know.

And never taken a shower.

Hey, those times.

You got to find I want to live like that.

I'm 58.

So in 19, so 1980, my grandmother born it.

Ray was born in 21 or 22.

So 88, so 66 years.

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