I'm going to show you who I am.

That was it, and that was it.

Back in 1972 my brother was killed by racist. The only way I can describe it, he was like my mrfasa. I was like Simba. I always wanted to be with him. I started shoplifting and started smoking at the age of eight. My life just went

something in my heart was severed. Having a guy like Chris as an opponent.

It was like he born a silver spoon in his mouth.

And really he come from South London, but the way that he conducted himself,

the Queen should be living in Hove

and he should have been in Buckingham Palace he just have to go look at me and go

and that's it I want to strangle him.

If we talk about that life it was my nervous breakdown suicide attempt.

The devil told me to do it and he said no don't do that.

I think yeah but I listen to that I think oh yeah that sounds good

I was sitting there I was just crying I was just crying I just didn't know how to

deal with what was going on. I'm happy because you know what I can't

let the other end. I don't know if I want to die Brian I just want to put them on my own

and they say you know what you're going to be alright.

My life did change but only when't been counted with him because I'm going to carry it on.

If I'm with you, who could be against you? He tells me the battle's not mine, but his.

I can do all things through him who strengthen me.

I believe in his words and I stand on his word.

So you've got backup.

I got back up man.

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