All right, everybody. Welcome in. It is another year of Josh, well, me and the All Up in us

podcast. That's what we got going on here, guys. Hello. I glad you guys listen. Glad you guys

subscribe. Glad you guys tell your friends about it. Let's make 2026 something to behold, something

to be proud of, something to enjoy as, um, look, I mean, we talked about it in the last episode of

last year and, um, and I'll share it with you now. Like I got some nice emails from people

about things they like, things they don't like about the pod.

And we can get into some of that stuff.

But it's the thing is, and I told you this and I'll tell you this until it's not the case.

But like I just, I have this like this emptiness that I feel a lot of the time because like I don't know um I think it's

you know I'm talking to Jim and I was texting with Jim the other day and you know I sit here

and I think about I don't know maybe it's because I'm 40 now I don't know what it is maybe I'm

almost 40 I'm almost 40.

I'll be 40 in eight months. And I just think about all the shit that I could have had and should have had and would have had and shit that I fucked up and shit that was great, shit that wasn't great. And it's just kind of like, and it all brings me to this point in my life, right? Like I watch people on TV, people that I knew coming up in this business that are on fucking TV and doing no shit, not necessarily doing shit that I would enjoy or shit that I would love, you know? Like, I don't know that I'd love being on TV yelling about whether or not Lane Kiffin's an asshole, you know, like, like that kind of shit doesn't

really mean anything to me. I think, you know, my biggest issue is, and I think I've always had

this issue, is I don't know what happiness would be for me, and I don't know what the

end game is for me, and like, what's your dream job? I don't fucking know. I don't know what

the dream job is. Maybe one doesn't exist.

Maybe there's just this maybe no matter what job I have will just always be not good enough.

And the next job will always be the best job until you get the next job. And then it's the next

job that'll be the best job. I don't know. Like I'm just, first of all, let me play a couple commercials and we'll get into that.

But a lot of the messages I got from people were just like, just keep doing what you're

fucking doing, keep telling us stories, keep telling us about your life, do the shit that you

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