But this is my ADHD as well.

When I'm in a dirty car, like a car that has everything in it, all I can see and here

is the trash moving while we're driving.

So I don't know if you've ever taken the time to do it.

Don't because it'll throw you.

Like, depending on what type of car you have, while you the, like, the sand is jumping in the mat.

It's like, you literally see it, like, bouncing.

And then you see on the dashboard, it's like a little colony of dirt

that's celebrating at every stoplight.

It doesn't bother me.

And then there's a plastic cup that rattles at every turn and every stop.

And I'm like, how are you living like this?

How are you living like this? I have like extra pair of socks and the door.

Oh, no.

A knife just in case somebody tries to run up on me.

I have like one of those things that you could crack the window.

Like in this pocket.

And then in the middle pocket, I have lotion and contact lens solution

and an inhaler and like a badge and then you open this drawer there might be like a greeting card

just in case I'm going to a birthday party and I see you in my makeup like if I don't get a chance to put on makeup in the morning

yeah there's foundation on my steering wheel.

I shouldn't be proud to say that, but it's just like, it's a car.

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