Hi, I'm Martha Beck.

And I'm Rowan Mangan, and this is another episode of Bewildered.

You know that.

You've already pressed play on it.

You know what it is.

The podcast for people trying to figure it out.

Yes, and today we're trying to figure out what to do in those moments where everything collapses around us.

And we have to accept that things are not as they were. Yep. And we probably

can't make them as they used to be. But there's an option. There's an option open that is not

trying to rebuild but can't be rebuilt. It's the wilder way. Okay, let's do this.

Hello, the lovely peoples. This is Marty, Martha, inviting you to a free masterclass that I have made called Five Paths to Your Purpose.

Probably the most common question I get from people is, how do I find my purpose?

Why don't I feel that I'm on purpose? Well, it turns out there are certain things you have to do to find your purpose and I broke them down into five and I made

a little masterclass about it. So if you'd like to see it, just go to martha Beck.com slash purpose

and you will be able to watch it without any charge at all.

So, Marty, what are you trying to figure out?

Oh dear, I am trying to figure out if I am really losing my mind

and coming unraveled in general or if I just have bad days. Because I've started doing this weird.

It's not echolalia. Echolalia is where you just say random sounds because Karen does echolalia.

You'll say, let's eat. And she'll go, eatie, weedy, weeaties. Like, just total random. But that's been from childhood, right? But I've started doing this thing, and I don't know what is misfiring in my brain. The other day, you sneezed. I did not. No, you did. I did. It's okay to admit it. It's okay to admit it. I did.

And I always say, bless you, because, oh, I had a professor in college.

It was in mythology and folklore.

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