Just a few miles off the Thailand coast, the island of Kothau looks like a postcard.

I'd underneath the surface lies something sinister.

In the last 20 years dozens of tourists have died mysteriously on the island.

A dark cloud who's come over the island, death, mystery and danger.

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And I think with Becky, I feel like Becky has a more similar personality to me.

And that is that the girl will always land on her feet.

And she will get knocked down but she will wipe herself off and get back up again.

And I would say that Becky is really, she's just so positive and she's so warm and she's so loving

despite all of the heartache that she has been exposed to.

Or maybe because she had two parents who really tried hard to make her feel safe and loved.

I think that she has the right to know who her father is.

And I think just because her mother refused to tell her, doesn't make it any less valid desire to know.

I mean, I think we all have the fundamental right to know who our parents are.

And obviously I support her trying to find out who it is.

That was Elena, Becky's former babysitter.

Who, like many people in Becky's life, recognize that despite what she has endured in her life and some of the choices she made early on,

she's ultimately become a fundamentally good person, the complete opposite of who her mother is.

Whatever darkness lives inside of Diane Downs and whatever that may exist genetically inside Becky Bobcock,

she's pushed past it to lead a life and become a person who's nothing like her biological mother.

And so I think there was this sort of this Diane-shaped void inside of her that she's always trying to bring the drugs and the men and everything to.

And I remember sensing she can't quite fill it with what she's trying to fill it with.

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