I'm going to be real honest with you. I don't know how to start this podcast. And this is probably

minimally at this point, maybe my 147th take over a number of days. But it's me, my Maria 777.

And baby, we are back. It's been so long. It's been almost two years. And I know you heard me during that

time say that I was going to come back and I was going to come back. And I really, really wanted to.

And I really have a lot to say. But it's been a time of reflection for me. It's been a time of transition about this time two years ago,

I moved into a house. It's just so funny the way that we like get into these loops and these

matrixes we create for ourselves. Like my perspective changed so much when I got out of this silly little apartment I had two years ago.

I get really 3D sometimes.

Like to be, I don't think I'm enlightened by any means.

I feel like I know a little bit more than the next person.

I know I throw around terms like NPCPC, like non-player character.

And I know you probably think, some of you think that it's a little ludicrous or ridiculous for me to suggest.

I don't believe that 7 billion people actually are out there.

But MPC just isn't that like video game thing.

It's also a state of mind.

And for me, it's kind of like that 3D to 5D transition. I have been really 3D over the last two years, but at the same time, I've had these like moments of expansion

that have really helped in like my development and my growth. And the periods of 3D were just really

hard. And they really like the walls closed in a little bit, especially with this and, you know,

people contacting my board of professional responsibility and sending emails to my boss.

Somebody like took one of my real post and was like, can you believe your associate

attorney thinks this way? So, you know, when, like, when sure, like, that happens,

it's a little difficult to put yourself out there. And it's such a weird juxtaposition for

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