all right how are you i'm good how are you good it's how nice to meet you happy happy new

it's really nice to meet you too so sorry you're one of the first girl one of the first girl

podcasters so yeah hell yeah i i i uh i drank way too much champagne last night, so I sincerely. Well, I just took, I just took a shot of whiskey. Ooh, yeah. When I said I was getting, when I said I was getting water, I got some water, but I also got a shot of whiskey. So it's my little tradition that I've started to do before I record podcasts because that's amazing I'm so uptight I'm so

uptight I have to do it you know I like you already I've got I've got a mimosa right here so

I'm here still trying to take the edge off you know well you know you can't just can't just like

stop out of that stuff you know you got to ease out yeah ease out of the night

i actually went to bed early last night so good for you i was like this is i know and this morning

i woke up and i was like wow i feel i feel great yeah didn't mean i didn't like day drink a little

but that's you know i still thought i was like yeah why do i need to be up at like midnight one two three you know like there's no reason there's no reason for that anymore I'm getting too old for the show oh I feel you I love New Year's Eve though like I've never had like you do it's like my my perfect holiday and I've never had like the one that I'm wanting but like every year it's like I'm like searching getting closer right is it like

well I guess this year's would have been a really weird one because you can't really have that

like big part you can't really have but I guess it really depends on what you want like yeah I went

to this really weird bar last night I'm in Cody Wyoming just like on a holiday me and my dog

but it was just I love like going on adventures by myself. Me too. I was just in Washington, D.C. a couple of weeks ago when I recorded last time I swiss with the guys that hold up. Yeah, I was, I was in Washington. And I was like, I love this idea of recording while I'm traveling. And I'll try, I love love traveling alone and nobody's like you're not

worried about other people's shit and like everybody else like what they're thinking what they're

feeling and you can just be an experience yeah I know good for you so Wyoming yeah so I'm in

Wyoming so I was in this like random random crazy bar it was fun though but no I'm totally with you

I love the solo trip. I love just like

putting my headphones in and doing my own thing. Oh yeah. And like listening sometimes I listen

to like a song, one song on repeat for like hours. Oh my God. I just because like I'm trying

to get into, you know, where's there like I like, I feel like in a way we, you and I

are connecting because I think that's one of the things that I do to always kind of like hack my

reality just a bit is like by putting myself, like I know music can get me into like a really

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