Hey everyone, welcome to The Curious Girl Diaries podcast. I'm Layla London, aka The Curious Girl. Now just to let you know, this podcast is not suitable for work. It's also not suitable for anybody under 18. But the rest of you consenting adults, let's get ready to talk about my sex life, sex in general,

and everything in between, an explicit, raunchy, fun detail.

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And at that point, it really was, it really was just a bucket list item.

Why am I being called out on this?

Why do you have to have an answer for this?

I didn't even like what you're saying to me.

I wasn't ready for the reaction because I just didn't know, like, I just thought,

oh my God, did I just fuck this up and push him away?

All right, everyone, I'm going to jump right in this. For me right now

is a super hot topic. I don't know that I've, I don't think I've disclosed it to the fullest

extent, the amount of questions, comments, you know, emails, direct messages, things I get about the whole

subject of submissions, submissiveness. Everybody's got an opinion on where I stand on that.

Everybody that listens this podcast that somehow finds me, they weigh in on it.

To, you know, to there's no way you can do this.

You're not that person.

You know, to the judginess of it.

I mean, like really harshly just, you know, saying, you can't, you know, trying to tell me how

how this should go, you know, like, you can't be doing what you're doing and, you know, you either are,

you are. It's crazy. But I've kept this one off the radar for as long as I can because I've been

pestered enough about it and there's just I got prompted to go back

and listen to it made me made me curious made the curious girl curious I went back and I

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