It feels good. It feels good to be back. This is exciting. Hello, hello everyone. I'm Lexi Lombard, your host of the

at Lexi podcast and took two weeks off.

Unintentionally, I did record an episode, but I was going through it and I hated it.

I could have edited it down. Ed yeah that is correct it just sounds nuts

But then I made an executive decision I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to I

I'll go into what's been going on in my life lately because a lot of

chapters have ended a lot of new chapters have begun they're not my most

favorite chapters I'm not in the most fun place of my life right now which is something that I actively

attempt to bring into not only my weeks but my day-to-day. In adulthood we lack a lot of fun and I think fun is one of my highest

priorities in this life if I'm not having fun I don't want to do it I don't want to do it that

doesn't mean I won't I understand that not every aspect of life will be fun

however if fun is not being incorporated on some sort of regular or consistent basis

that's not the life for me it's ultimately not the life for me. It's ultimately not the life for me.

But I'm not in the most fun chapter of my life right now,

which is frustrating because soul me,

you know, looking down at Earthling me,

understands that this period of my life is necessary,

but Earthling me is looking up at Soul Me being like,

but come on, this is not what I'm interested in.

I know, I know, it's not what you want, but it's what you need and it's what's gotta happen.

I always know that this time of year is hard for me.

I was talking about this on the pod in the beginning of October. Holiday season, that's not my

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