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A Little Bit Culty

My Name Was Mushroom: Wendy Baker’s Journey Beyond the Source Family Cult

A Little Bit Culty

Sarah Edmondson & Anthony “Nippy” Ames

Education, Society & Culture

4.63K Ratings

🗓️ 30 June 2025

⏱️ 57 minutes

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Summary

Long before kale smoothies went mainstream, The Source Family was seducing Hollywood with vegan food, free love, and a guru who called himself Father Yod. This wasn’t just LA’s first vegan restaurant – it was a commune where long-haired devotees in white robes took ice-cold showers at dawn, meditated for hours, and followed strict spiritual rules under their bearded leader. Celebrities like John Lennon and Cher might have stopped by for a meal, but for many teen girls – often runaways – this place became home, for better or worse.

Wendy Baker was one of those girls. At 14, she left a traumatic childhood behind for promises of love and enlightenment. Renamed Mushroom, she was swept into a life of chanting, raw vegan meals, and devotion to Father Yod. By sixteen, she had her first child; by nineteen, she was ready to escape.

In this episode, Wendy shares what life was really like in the Source Family – from malnutrition and sleep deprivation to the ego-shaming that kept members silent. She talks about her journey out, her marriage to Bart, Father Yod’s son, and how writing her memoir, My Name Was Mushroom, helped her heal.

For more on Wendy’s journey, check out her website and memoir My Name Was Mushroom.

Trigger warning: This episode discusses childhood trauma, underage relationships, and cult manipulation.

 

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or mental health advice. The views and opinions expressed do not necessarily reflect the

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official policy or position of the podcast and are not intended to malign any religion group,

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club, organization, business, individual, anyone, or anything.

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And I'm Anthony Nippy Ames.

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And this is A Little Bit Calty.

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