all right finally got my best run on my podcast welcome rachel fudge how's it going it's going great

it's only taking us uh i don't know 10 years i don't i mean however long it's been since you've been

doing this podcast um we've been talking about doing a friend call and just recording it and making it

as simple as that. But

I'm excited to be here. Yeah, thanks. I'm glad to have you. Yeah, it probably has been 10,

almost, probably almost 11 years actually, because I started when Peter was a baby. So yeah,

it's been. Is that how long you've been doing among the lilies? Yeah. Yeah. Oh, wow. It was when I started to feel better.

So you know what?

It probably is right around 10 years because it was when his health stuff was getting better

and mine wasn't good.

I was just really postpartum.

And I looked up podcasts and I wanted someone being authentically real and honest and all the, at least the

Catholic or Christian ones I could find were not authentic. They were like, sometimes I'm a bad

wife. I haven't mop my floors in three days. And I wanted to punch the woman in the face.

Are you serious? Are we mopping floors every three days?

Like, who's doing that?

I mean, you do that, Rachel.

You're very good like that. I feel like you probably mop every couple of days. I'm normally a clean person and I don't clean my floors every three days. Okay, so I can tell you I'm married to a very clean man. clean man. I'm a very clean person and we do not clean our floors every three days. So anybody who's

saying that is not being real. And that was it. I'm a very clean person and we do not clean our floors every three days. So anybody

who's saying that is not being real. And that was it. I just felt like it wasn't. And I remember

praying. And this is our old house in Georgia where we kind of had like where the piano was in the

living room. We had like this prayer altar area. And I was praying in there. And I was like asking

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