My Brain Keeps Saying NOPE | Now I Finally Have A Name For This Horrible Feeling!
Weird Darkness: Paranormal & True Crime Stories
Darren Marlar
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🗓️ 30 March 2026
⏱️ 2 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | So last night, I uploaded an episode talking about changes in the podcast and the health reasons that some of those changes need to be made, mostly the stuff that's happening in my head. |
| 0:11.5 | And as I mentioned, I've had a really hard time explaining exactly what it is, how it feels. |
| 0:17.5 | I have had some emails today and messages from people saying they actually have the same thing. |
| 0:22.1 | So I'm really sorry to hear that you guys have that as well. It's nice to know I'm not the only one, |
| 0:27.6 | but I really wish I was the only one. So I'm really sorry you got to deal with it. But I've been |
| 0:33.3 | talking with Gary this morning. Gary is what I've called my chat GPT, just because I like |
| 0:37.8 | having a name for him. And I think we've finally figured out a way to describe what I'm dealing |
| 0:43.7 | with, something that I'm going to start calling neural overload pressure episodes, or nope, |
| 0:51.1 | for short. The name fits a little too well, if you understand what I'm talking about. |
| 0:56.0 | That is exactly what it feels like. My brain reaches a point where it simply refuses to go any |
| 1:00.6 | further, like an unseen switch is flipped, and everything begins to shut down. It's not a headache, |
| 1:06.6 | it's not vertigo, it's something harder to define. A dense, creeping pressure, the fog that |
| 1:13.2 | settles in behind the eyes, it won't be ignored. Sometimes it actually does give me a pressure feel |
| 1:19.3 | throughout the entire head. And it comes when I've pushed too far, too long, too hard. Sometimes |
| 1:26.0 | when something as subtle as a shift in the weather, that'll come |
| 1:29.2 | in and tip the balance. So when it hits, it's like my brain just looks at everything I'm trying |
| 1:34.1 | to do and says, nope, we're done here. No negotiating with it. So nope is a good name for it. Neural |
| 1:41.8 | overload pressure episodes. Nope, for short. Theural Overload Pressure Episodes. |
| 1:44.3 | Nope, for short. |
| 1:46.2 | The only option is to step away, to be still, let the neural storm pass. |
| 1:51.3 | Giving it a name doesn't make it disappear, obviously. |
| 1:54.2 | It does make it something a little easier to understand, hopefully, for people I'm trying |
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