Sitting here listening to my music list and I'm starting to find a little clarity

Starting to understand why this thing is so hard

This game of entrepreneurship shit this game of life

It's because the real answer is really found when you're pulling from opposite directions

Sitting here laying and saying why why am I so blessed wise of all this good stuff happening?

And it's because I'm a contraviction

Because I've got this funny juxtaposition where I'm pulling from opposite directions

I don't give a fuck with any of you think about me yet

I'll leave every comment and I'll listen to everything all of you say about me because I listen I talk a fuck load

I'm always talking I'm cutting people off. I'm talking but I'm listening I'm listening to 24-7

I'm always patient. I'm playing the long game

But I'm always quitting things every day

Trying and testing not crippled by stopping starting

How do I figure that out? How do I understand when it's time to give up on something or when it's time to persevere?

But how do I understand and how do I feel and how do I decide when to listen somebody's feedback or to know when they're trolling or don't give a fuck or only

See service level how how is this happening? How am I working 24-7 365?

You have it doesn't feel like I'm working how am I always constantly putting out content and building my brand?

You never think about it. I'm just living my life

How am I documented instead of creating? Where is this? Where is this said coming from?

Where is this call to action coming from? Why is this plan working so well and how how do I get all your youngsters?

And when I say youngsters, I mean the 59-year-old who hasn't grown up yet hasn't been willing to look at the world

And it comes from this

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