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🗓️ 6 December 2021
⏱️ 42 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Hello and welcome to SilverCast where we provide AA speak meetings and workshops in podcast format. |
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| 0:28.0 | I'm Matthew. I'm an alcoholic. |
| 0:31.0 | A man. I don't care that somebody just tagged me. Speak moments ago. It's fine. |
| 0:39.0 | My story doesn't change because he asked me a week ago or just now. |
| 0:44.0 | What I do mind is trying to talk about myself for only 10 minutes. |
| 0:49.0 | What the fuck? |
| 0:53.0 | I got a lot to say. I drink. Oh Brian wants me to stand up. |
| 1:00.0 | I see it up for AA. |
| 1:04.0 | I drink for a long time. I start drinking 10 or 11. |
| 1:09.0 | Huffing gas, eating hallucinogenic shrooms, I grew in our yard, I'd be washing things. |
| 1:17.0 | Long before puberty I was not comfortable in this world. |
| 1:22.0 | And then puberty hit. That didn't help. |
| 1:29.0 | So I didn't drink. Some young people share like they just started drinking out the gate. |
| 1:40.0 | Sometimes when I drink I got really drunk. But I didn't drink every day by any means. |
| 1:47.0 | Until my mid 20s probably I was a day drinker. I got into construction and I work on houses and then go to the bar and drink. |
| 2:00.0 | And I played around with drugs. I did cocaine. I had a friend who in construction he really liked that cocaine. |
| 2:10.0 | He gave it to me. It's hard to refuse street drugs for me. |
| 2:17.0 | But I do not like cocaine. Every time I did it I did not like it. |
| 2:24.0 | But I really did like that mess. So I would do mess. |
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