Hi, I'm Susie Larson. Thank you for listening to Susie Larson Live. Faith Radio podcasts are only possible because of your support. So thanks for giving, and thanks for sharing with a friend. Welcome to sing so the back row is you glide.

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Welcome to Susie Larson Live.

Always so honored to get to spend this time with you.

In fact, I look forward to bringing you conversations every

single day that hopefully inspire you in your faith walk, that deepen your understanding of God's

word, and that heightens your awareness of his very real presence in your life. Let me ask you

this. Do these thoughts ever run through your head? I want to trust you, but I don't. I want to believe you have

my best interest in mine, just like I do for you. I want to believe you don't have a hidden

agenda, motivations that are completely self-serving, or something going on behind the scenes that I'd be

crushed by if I knew about it. I want to believe that the good feelings I have when you're being

kind to me will still feel good a month from now, a year from now. I want to believe that the good feelings I have when you're being kind to me will still feel

good a month from now, a year from now. I want to believe that you've told me the whole story

and that I won't make discoveries later that make me cry and feel the brutal weight of regret.

I want to believe that I won't lie in bed sobbing over the red flags I've missed or chose not

to pay attention to.

These honest thoughts come from Lisa Turkers, who joins me today to talk about her raw and

real book, I want to trust you, but I don't. Moving forward when you're skeptical of others,

afraid of what God will allow and doubtful of your own discernment. Let me tell you about my guest.

We'll get her on the show.

Lisa Tirkhurst is president and chief visionary and officer of Proverbs 31 Ministries. She's the

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