This is the greatest hour to follow Jesus.

The closer you get to the Lord, then he holds you to a higher standard.

And the Lord told Moses that the reason he didn't enter the promised land is because he did not,

he did not treat the Lord as being sacred in the eyes of the people.

It wasn't that he hit the rock twice.

That was the action.

The motive was, is, you treated me as common in the eyes of the people.

And the reason God said, you can't go in is because Moses had seen the Lord prior.

In other words, his vision, his experience became the standard.

So Judas was not the first or the last to sell Jesus out for money.

But it was better that he'd never be born because he had proximity to Jesus.

And so I wrestled in my heart all night last night.

I didn't sleep well at all.

Todd asked me to come to the breakfast.

I was half comatose because I was just bearing my soul to the

Lord. You've got to make me more like you. You have to. And I realize the responsibility here.

So I just, just forgive me if any thing was expressed. I want the intensity. I don't want to back

off that.

You know, sometimes he comes as a lion and sometimes he comes as a lamb,

and we have to yield to that.

But I just need my heart to burn and be more pure.

So pray for me.

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