Here we are.

Is that weird? You don't like it so much. We'll stop that. It sounds very radio, which I'm kind of into. It literally came with the box. It's very classic. It kind of works, I think. I can't be mad at it. Is this like a, hey guys, welcome back to my channel moment? Or is this just different? I don't know. You, I mean, it's's your call I need to intro the video and then talk to you until we get this figured out yeah I wanted to make it that's fucking funny dude okay wanted to make a video kind of

wrapping up the year talking about next year maybe goals I don't like to say new year's resolutions you're

really anti new year's the word maybe because I've never succeeded at it oh that's a little bummer

a whole way to bum it out but um Jen Atkin posted this um it's like a series of sticky notes

I'll put it up here so you guys can see it but I thought it was a very interesting way to kind of go into the new year. Things that, uh, you want to continue to do, maybe something you want to learn, something you want to try, something you want to stop doing. They seem very easy at first, but they're pretty hard. They're not easy. It does seem easy when you think about it, but I guess depending on how deep you want to go. It sounds like you went pretty deep. You did. Well, I wanted to, okay, so I mean, we'll get into it and when we get into it. Yeah. But I was like, I don't want these to all be work related. Right. I realize a lot of my life is work. Mm-hmm. You know, I need a better my personal life. Yeah. So yeah, it got a little deep and a little deep row, but I think that's good. You got to reflect on who, you got to know who you are.

Yeah. So yeah, it got a little deep and a little deep row, but I think that's good.

You got to reflect on who, you got to know who you are. Yeah. And I did that. You did that. Hopefully you joined me in this quest and it's not just me diving deep. So today, you can't just press buttons the whole time. No, I think you can. So we're going to go through. I think we filled it out to the best of our ability, but we didn't actually fill each one out because it was really hard. And I'd like to lighten mine up a little bit, to be totally honest with you. Oh, you don't want it to be so deep? It's okay, you know, to like chill for a second. I think it's also okay to understand. I feel like John's going to start holding it like this. You're going to have to talk to like this. It's okay to peel the onion is what you're saying. I think it's okay to go there every once in a while. It's human. You bleed. Right. I do bleed. I do bleed. Do you want to jump into it? Yeah. So if you guys want to join us here, play along. Grab a pen and paper and a microphone. If you're old school or your notes app and your phone. What do you want to start doing in 2020? This is your video. How about you answer that one first? Okay. In 2020, I want to start, I don't know what the word is, reading or watching more content that either fulfills me.

I learned something from or makes me happy.

Or you want to better yourself.

Yeah.

I like that.

Just exposing myself to content that like makes me feel better in some way, shape or form.

Not that makes you feel worse. Yeah. Right. But also, it's like a two-part situation. Also creating more content that does those things. I have that on my list too. You do? Yeah. Yeah. I feel like we're talking, you're shooting shots at Instagram, I think. Well, I've noticed the conversation has come up a lot more where people talk about,

I think I've heard like two different speeches in the past month,

um, about how people that are scrolling through Instagram actually makes you feel bad.

Yeah.

It makes you feel worse about yourself, whether you're not where you want to be at in life.

I'm guilty of that. I feel bad sometimes. Um, and I don't, I mean, I don't think that I do, but I don't want to contribute to that. Same, dude. That's on my list, but later on my list. It's later on in your list. So I would like to start creating more content, posting more content that I think generates a positive feeling. Do you have any idea what that is? I don't know yet, but like yesterday,

I posted something that I normally wouldn't post. The dog thing. The dog's running in the snow.

Maybe it doesn't fit my grid. I mean, let's be honest, I don't have a, it's not a pattern.

I don't have like a filter that I've committed to. Let's just be totally honest. You know what I mean? There's no theme to my page whatsoever. I think that in itself is a theme though. That's a theme. Yeah. My erraticness. Yeah. It's so posh and just forward thinking. It's so forward. Yeah. When I watched the video, it actually made me happy. So I was like, you know, I'm going to post this because I would like to post more things

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