I wanted to talk to you today about just the general importance of like trial and error.

I think that it's something that you get used to as you get up in your field like as you as you progress and everything but I

think that it's something that's vastly undervalued and the fact that people's memories are

very selective and they're very short so like I think sometimes a fear of failure overall is

it's it's not to sound insulting, but it's like more often than not nobody is thinking about you.

So you're worried about your failure and you're having to like try this thing and get it right and all this stuff.

And no one is, no one is stressing but you about your thing especially

if it's your dream like yeah oh yeah for sure that that's that it's it's funny that you

talk about that because that was something like when I moved back from Chicago back to here

yeah I had that feeling in me because I you know I, I moved back because I didn't know where I wanted

to go next and I just needed to get out of Chicago.

And then part of me was like, oh man, everyone's going to look at me as a failure.

I'm the guy who failed and moved back home.

And the thing was no one gave a fuck like at all.

Like no one cared.

In fact, most people were really happy to see me.

Yeah. In fact, most people were really happy to see me. Yeah, yeah.

But it's like in my head, I was like, everybody's judging my trajectory.

And it's like, no, everyone's got their own lives they're worried about.

Yeah.

They're not worried about every little moment of my life that I'm judging myself for.

Yeah.

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