Hello everyone and welcome back to my channel or welcome back to myself. It's been a minute

and I feel like I have lived an entire lifetime since I last sat down to record not even

kidding. For those of you who didn't know, I just had a baby. Well not just had a baby.

I had a baby almost two months ago, which I cannot believe I almost have a two month old.

It has been one of the most transformative times of my life and I know that so many parents

out there understand what it's like. But wow, I seriously feel like a whole different person

sitting here and that is making me weirdly very nervous. I feel like I don't know, I feel

like I haven't recorded anything in years. But I'm excited to be back as nervous as I am.

You guys have been so supportive, really encouraging me to take all the time that I needed

to get used to being a parent, bond with my baby and heal, of course. And I am super grateful

that I was able to do that. Having a baby was a super, super wild experience that no one

could have really prepared me for until I was doing it. And same with parenting in general,

it's been a huge adjustment, but one of the best times of my life, my daughter is amazing.

I love her more than I can put into words. Our daughter's name is Holly. I'm not sure if

Josh mentioned that in the video that he did here on my channel, which also thank you

guys so much for being so open to him doing a video. I think he did a really good job.

And you guys really liked it. So that's awesome. But yes, our daughter is named Holly. She

is just everything. She's so cute. She's so funny, so sweet, so loving. And this has just

been the best time. I've been really soaking in all the cuddles, all of the little moments.

You know, it's kind of crazy that they'll never be that way again. So I've just been soaking

up every minute, enjoying it all and adjusting to being this new version of me, being someone's

mother. It's quite a crazy change. But I have definitely missed recording. I've missed

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