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What's up, y'all? Welcome to Milded Heart, our series on love, masculinity, and sex. After

Peer to Culture, my name is Brad O'Niche. And today I want to just read a little bit of an essay

that I have written, actually wrote a while ago and never published it. This is an excerpt.

And for me, it really exemplifies some of the things that I've come to understand about

what Peer to Culture taught me and what evangelicalism taught me about love and marriage,

how the soulmate myth imbued my understanding of my relationship,

and just how I healed from it all. Some of you may know, but I shared this on the show. I was

married at 20 to somebody I'd been dating since I was 14. And so we got divorced when I was 24.

And living in England. And so I've always looked at that period in England as the time I lost both

my soulmates. I de-converted or deconstructed from evangelicalism and my marriage ended. And so

I was 6,000 miles from home and really just trying to cope with both of the ones leaving my life.

And so this essay is titled Morning the One. And it touches on a lot of things we've been talking

about in this series. On the coach from Oxford to Heathrow, the world had been transformed,

or perhaps what was there all along was finally revealed. The chip shops, dilapidated churches,

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