Members Preview | 852: He Died and Saw Heaven's Portals
The Confessionals
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🗓️ 9 April 2026
⏱️ 16 minutes
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Summary
He died for 15 minutes… and says he stood in heaven, spoke with an angel, and was sent back with a message he couldn’t ignore.
Tony sits down with Rich, a former Alaska public safety officer, whose story builds toward a near-death experience that changed everything. After his heart stopped during a medical procedure, Rich describes waking in a place of overwhelming light, standing on what looked like sapphire glass, surrounded by swirling, radiant particles and a towering angel who confirmed he was in heaven. He recounts being led toward God’s throne, witnessing portals opening in the sky with angels moving in and out, and encountering Jesus in a moment defined by power, clarity, and indescribable love. Though he didn’t want to return, he was sent back, only to wake on the table declaring that heaven is real. Along the way, his earlier experiences in Alaska, moving stars, unexplained disappearances, and encounters tied to strange entities in the wilderness, take on new meaning through a spiritual lens. This episode moves from mystery to revelation, pointing to a reality that may be far closer than we realize.
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| 0:00.0 | Hey, everybody. This is a preview of today's members episode. If you want to hear the whole thing, |
| 0:04.4 | head on over to the confessionalspodcast.com. Hit the join button and become a member today. |
| 0:11.3 | Merkel. Media. |
| 0:17.8 | This was all circulating around the base that a giant had to kill, but no one was supposed to talk about it. |
| 0:23.6 | I saw three long, boning fingers, reach up underneath the door, curl up to grab it, and then disappeared. |
| 0:32.6 | When he came over to me, dude, he slithered over to me. |
| 0:44.8 | And this giant comes out of the cave and they're all frozen. |
| 0:48.6 | And he starts running and firing up this giant. |
| 0:51.7 | Well, the giant moves. |
| 0:53.6 | He's got a spear in one hand, and he's running really fast. |
| 0:57.2 | It spears, Dan, holds him up like this. |
| 1:01.1 | Somebody else, shoot him in the face, shoot him in the face. |
| 1:03.4 | They basically decapitated. |
| 1:07.1 | Got closer, got closer, got closer, got closer, |
| 1:09.6 | when he got about 15 yards away from me, I've raised that 12 gigs and I blow this head off. |
| 1:15.6 | I feel something pulling at my leg, and I look over and there are two small gray entities pulling it. |
| 1:24.9 | And they're literally, I'm getting pulled off the bed. |
| 1:26.9 | I reached my hand into this bush, |
| 1:29.4 | and I touch air. Couldn't breathe and I couldn't move because I know I'm seeing a monster. |
| 1:37.1 | All right. Today we have Rich on the show. Rich, how you doing, man? Doing great. How are you? |
| 1:41.4 | I'm good, man. I'm good. I'm glad you reached out. A village public safety officer in Alaska, what is a village public safety officer? Is that |
| 1:50.0 | like a village police officer? |
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