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Hey, girl. Hey, welcome back to my weekly podcast,

Days of Taylor. I'm Taylor and joining me. I'm so excited.

Alli Colbert. Hey, girl. Hey, girl. Hey, I'm back.

Has it been, it has not been six months?

It's been like five weeks. I remember it was like warm out.

So in my mind, I was like, oh my god, it was the summer.

Now it's the jazz of winter. Right. It must have been warm out.

I don't know, but you're right. We were like in the baby fear place.

And we're still living there. We just haven't talked about it.

We're living in that fear. I'm living in that fear.

But we're, you know, I'm approaching, you know, the window,

girl, I know. So I mean, it's been a minute.

I figured we needed to have a, a, a key key.

Yeah. If you will, too.

You know, just see where we both are in this process.

And I have a feeling we're at the exact same spot.

And I so needed this conversation today because I was standing in the kitchen like,

it's like, you know, we have all of our Christmas presents out.

And like, I'm like, all this like good shit's coming in.

I'm like, oh, Christmas is the best thing.

Are doing Christmas just a two of us Christmas day.

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