Hi and welcome back. I'm so excited to be with you. Look at my sweatshirt. I paid full price. I paid full

price for this. It's okay though. It's okay. We're going to wear it forever. The fear that I have of it

getting stained though, I honestly, I'm like at this point, should we just throw paint on it to get it over it?

Like just to get over

the hump of like a stain. Um, because the other day I was wearing it and then I switched and

London looked at me and she's like, you're never going to wear that mom. I was like, why? And she's like, because you're afraid of a stain. And I was like, because it's so beautiful. Like, I just don't want anything. It's like stretchy at the bottom. It's so cozy inside. But I've got a lot to

catch you up on first off

can we just completely transparent look me in the eye have you been struggling lately

when i tell you and i've been saying this instead okay not my anxiety certain situations

have been making my anxiety fill higher to the point where I think

about them. I'm like, literally never, literally has never happened to me. But we have some little

mantras we've been doing and we've been reminding ourselves that someone, I got really good advice and they said, don't say my anxiety, my anxiety.

Name what it is.

And it's funny because I always tell the tiny queens this.

I'm like, what is it you're upset about or worried about or scared about?

Like, name that.

Don't give it this like random power floating in space.

Name what it is. What is giving you anxiety? The list for me, though, is getting a scosh long of just

like random things. But I think it's because, well, this chair is creaky. Do you hear that?

I think it's just because recently I had had some weird,

like nausea bouts like I did back in February. I don't remember if you remember that. And this

month is different. I'm on a new ant acid. I'm taking really good multivitamins. I'm doing some other

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