Have you ever been in a situation where somebody wanted to kill you?

And I know a lot of these episodes to start goofing around joking about stuff,

and I understand that that probably sounded a little bit flippant.

I understand that if your answer to that is, no,'s a funny question is gimmicky but if your answer

to that is yeah actually there's this one time that somebody who's they totally wanted to

kill me and they maybe even were kind of trying to, that it's more of a

horrifying thing that's not a lot of fun for you to relive so I guess I apologize for

framing it the way I did. Most of us are not going to be able to relate to what that

feels like but I guess that all of us

can relate to what it feels like to have somebody hate us. I mean, maybe because of fear of

consequences, they wouldn't have killed us. But to have somebody just loathe you, to have somebody

wreck your name in public, to have somebody be so utterly soured and poisoned at the proposition of you that there is no chance of that coming back and they will actively do things to damage you.

That is a horrible feeling.

It's not just horrible because of the fear of what might happen to you.

That sense of rejection.

It really does hurt, doesn't it?

That feeling that even though the person probably is wrong, there's still this outside

chance that they're right, that they've looked at you, that they've seen something in your

soul, that they've found it wanting, and deep down you're afraid that maybe they have a

point and that rejection makes this feeling of isolation and loneliness the other day

my little boy's feet stunk he wasn't really that stinky feet but he just did I mean it wasn't terrible it wasn't anything bad his feet just smelled a little bit and so we all kind of ribbed him for it because we're family family and we like each other we do stuff like that but

but it got through his armor and his little heart was hurt and we made it right and I patched it up but I just didn't

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