Managing Anxiety: Begin Again Moments
Begin Again with Davina McCall
FlightStory
4.7 • 970 Ratings
🗓️ 12 April 2026
⏱️ 17 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Where do you think this staying up all night and thinking about something and going over something you said comes from? |
| 0:06.5 | Is there an event in your life where you think, oh my God, you know, I said this to someone and this happened? |
| 0:12.6 | Yes. Yes. I mean, I went through a whole ton of shit in my late 20s, early 30s. And I guess I've spent the last seven years |
| 0:26.9 | writing and talking around events, but never about them necessarily, talking more about the |
| 0:34.8 | feelings and the repercussions and the hangover from it. And it was a |
| 0:41.2 | deeply challenging era that still troubles me greatly. And I'm still in therapy every damn |
| 0:49.3 | week and I'm very lucky to be able to do so. And I'm still triggered by the same things. I'm still |
| 1:00.4 | unnerved by stuff in my past. But there is a lovely incremental climbing out of a big deep ditch that I was in. And it is a bit of a |
| 1:15.2 | wiggly line, but it's definitely a wiggly line that goes up. And I really, really felt it. |
| 1:21.0 | We just had the Happy Place Festival in Manchester. Yeah, I saw that. And on the Sunday, |
| 1:25.4 | I felt so overwhelmed, but in the best way. |
| 1:28.1 | And I stood on the stage thanking everyone for coming, and I could have wept my heart out. |
| 1:32.6 | But I was so happy and I was so content and I was so comfy with feeling like it was okay to have all those people there, not sort of undeserving or like out-of-body experience. |
| 1:46.8 | I thought, yeah, I've done this and this is fucking great. |
| 1:50.4 | And I felt really happy. |
| 1:53.0 | But in my body, I wasn't like euphoric floating around. |
| 1:58.0 | And it really made me think back to like, say, 13 years ago, an unrecognizable |
| 2:03.8 | person who no way could have done that. But I've still got a long way to go. There is no way |
| 2:12.4 | I would want to host a live TV show. I would want to host a live radio show. There is no way that I could |
| 2:20.3 | sleep in, I don't know, a house with a bunch of people that I don't know really, really well, |
| 2:28.3 | or even that I do know well, sleep's a massive issue still. So I've still got these really niche things that I can't get over. |
| 2:36.0 | Yes. I cannot get. And I will, but I feel, and I've got over, like I couldn't drive on the |
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