The hardest question for me to believe is, is it possible that God actually loves me?

Not just loves me, because he has to love everybody.

I learned that from my first song in Sunday school, right?

But he loves me, like, when he looks at me and looks at Jesus, he looks at us the same.

He's like, whoa, no, the fall off between me and Jesus.

It's so immense, but I didn't, I've never, it came to me on stage that day.

It's like, imagine God looking at Jesus and then Jesus steps out of the way and then you step in the picture and his face doesn't change.

That took my breath.

I'd never said that before until in that moment right there.

And it's like, because if that's true. Yeah. I never said that before until in that moment right there.

And it's like, because if that's true, like, oh, then make, all right, so maybe some new things are possible. Yeah. Welcome to the aggressive life.

I love my job. When I get to have conversations with people who are very, very important

to me. That's who I'm with today. I am with my uncle Jim. Actually, he's not actually

my uncle. It's a nickname. He doesn't like that much,

which means me I want to say it. He's a good friend of mine. Been a friend of mine for many,

many, many years. His name is Jim Bergen. We pastor churches that have a lot of similarities

with each other. Jim met me at a very critical point in my life several years ago when I was

out west and I was on my own and I was in a bit of a pit. I was in a bit of a desert and I decided to

reach out to him and he said, just come and hang out with me. And I went out with him and man, he patched me up

and he encouraged me, he loved me. We hung out for a few days.

My dog, peanut, me, him and his dog.

I'm penis uncle Jim.

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