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🗓️ 28 October 2025
⏱️ 47 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Welcome to a new season of All There Is. |
| 0:10.0 | I started this podcast three years ago while going through my mom's apartment after she died. |
| 0:15.0 | She was still so present in those rooms, and it was hard letting them go, |
| 0:22.6 | just as it had been hard letting her go when she died. |
| 0:28.6 | My mom saved everything. |
| 0:30.6 | There were hundreds of boxes of things to sift through, |
| 0:33.6 | including what my dad, Wyatt Cooper, left behind |
| 0:35.6 | after he died of a heart attack nearly 50 years ago when I was 10, |
| 0:39.2 | and what my brother Carter left behind when he died by suicide 10 years later. |
| 0:44.9 | I found grief to be so confusing and lonely, and I started asking people about their experiences |
| 0:51.5 | because I was desperate to understand my own. |
| 0:55.0 | Stephen Colbert was one of the first people whose wisdom helped. |
| 0:58.0 | You told an interviewer that you have learned to, in your words, |
| 1:02.0 | love the thing that I most wish had not happened. |
| 1:05.0 | I remember. |
| 1:16.6 | You went on say, what punishments of God are not gifts? Do you really believe that? |
| 1:18.6 | Yes. |
| 1:21.6 | It's a gift to exist. |
| 1:26.6 | It's a gift to exist. |
| 1:27.8 | It's a gift to exist. |
| 1:29.8 | And with existence comes suffering. |
| 1:33.0 | There's no escaping that. |
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