Loving Through The Darkness with Vylana Marcus & Caitlyn Howe #335

Aubrey Marcus Podcast

Aubrey Marcus

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4.8 • 4.2K Ratings

🗓️ 17 November 2021

⏱️ 125 minutes

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Summary

One of my best podcasts of all time, this emotional conversation that’s been 16 years in the making, is with my wife Vylana Marcus and former fiance / best friend Caitlyn Howe. We sit down with a bottle of whiskey and let it all out. We each take turns sharing our darkest hours and deepest shadows, with a lot of tears and a lot of laughs. We discuss my devastating 6 days in a darkness retreat, my ongoing relationship with self-love, the impetus of my name change from Chris to Aubrey Marcus, and the erotic aspect of harming oneself, to name a few themes. But perhaps most powerfully, Vylana and Caitlyn share their own shocking and emotional challenges in their relationship to the masculine.

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Instagram | https://bit.ly/2PrQs0Z

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Instagram | https://bit.ly/3qIlkOw

Twitter | https://twitter.com/CaitlynHowe

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Transcript

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0:00.0	This is one of the most powerful podcasts that I've recorded this year.
0:03.6	It's with Vylauna Marcus, my lovely wife and Caitlin Howe, who I was engaged to.
0:09.3	And now is my best friend and going to be the best manwoman at the upcoming
0:14.3	proper wedding ceremony that I'm having with Vylauna.
0:17.6	And we go deep into our shadows, our vulnerabilities.
0:21.8	We pass around a bottle of wine and a bottle of whiskey.
0:24.9	And like best friends do and the closest people on the planet Earth,
0:29.2	we just talk through everything that's going on in our life,
0:32.7	the challenges that we face, what we're feeling.
0:36.1	And it's really a beautiful conversation that is exceedingly vulnerable
0:41.9	and gives a real keen insight into the universal struggles that we all have
0:47.0	as played out specifically in three different individuals.
0:51.6	I can't wait to share this show with you, Vylauna Marcus and Caitlin Howe.
0:55.5	But before we get started a word from our sponsors.
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1:01.2	World View, you might have heard me talk about it.
1:03.7	It's a stratospheric helium balloon that's going to allow you to rise up to the
1:09.8	stratosphere.
1:11.6	Take telescopes like your own personal Hubble observatory and look at the
1:16.8	heavens, look at the stars, gaze at the borderline where the curvature of the
1:22.6	earth meets the blackness of space.
1:24.8	And then back down towards this beautiful blue gem of a planet and some of the
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