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He was charming in the beginning.

I would say by the second month that we were living together he wanted to track my phone

and he got me in the room and he locked the door and he would not let go on my wrist and he went and he got the gun and in my mind I was

thinking he's going to shoot me first and then he's going to shoot himself.

Even when I would block him there would be other accounts and then he's like, oh, you know, I want to take you home, but I want to take you to my place.

And I knew the neighborhood where he was taking me to, so I knew if I had to make a run for it I could get out of there.

In the middle of my work day I get this message and she said I'm really sorry to tell you this

but I think you should know that your husband and I have been having an affair for two years.

He would text me, call me, he was like, who do you think you are? You're never allowed to leave me. and so I remember thinking like he's going to kill me.

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I was like, oh, it's just giving me a bad vibe.

I hadn't gotten that type of attention before,

so it was very interesting that someone was that into me.

So I walk in.

My heart's like racing and then he said,

why don't you take my room?

I won't do anything.

I'm not that kind of guy.

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