you can't easily get into something and then start to love that person because you're talking to them all the time all the time but God didn't tell you for you to do that or God and designed for that person to be your person.

So it was like God. Obviously we're building our relationship, we're having fun,

we're getting to know each other, but God, this is who you want me to be with.

Is this my life partner and to reveal different things and then as time progressed,

he revealed, like he revealed to me I think

within two and a half months two months where I was proposing to her at and it was like

whoa I didn't know when I didn't know anything so he showed you where and he but she's still not officially your your girl

Yeah Yeah, and that scared you and think is and mentally she she was but it was the fact that I haven't, like, we were having that type of

situation ship, but I didn't put a title on it.

Dear Future Wifey.

Okay, scriptually, the Bible says, your father has already designed and purposed you.

I experienced an invitation of God this morning. So you gotta become an elite

decision maker. elite decision.

He said because you are one fleshly decision away from losing at all.

Eched in my mind is what true submission to Christ looks like.

I gotta maintain that secret connection I have with God.

I'm so full and don't want to belabor this letter.

And I understand how important it is for men to disciple men because if I didn't have that,

I wouldn't be where I am today.

I've traded worldly pleasures to live a God's into life.

The encounter I just had.

I just need the rest in it.

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