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It's not been easy, but we've just stuck together.

You moved back for a bit to be there for the little ones.

They were two.

That's what hurts the most because Lucky's two now.

I don't want to get upset, but the thought of having to leave him now,

I just needed to be there for them, you know,

because losing a mum at that is just so, so sad and traumatizing for them, you know.

I know she would want to be a part of their lives even though she's not here.

And the thought of her watching me talk about her to them, I think she'd love that.

And with your siblings as well,

seeing that family growing and expanding. It's crazy. Louis's got a little boy. I've got Lucky and Ploci

and Phoebe's got Olive. It's like we're recreating, you know, what we grew up with with all the kids.

It's so nice to be able to do it together. You're looking at your child and you're

trying to work out what features they get from you and I'm like, actually, I don't know because none

my features look like me. I was like, I need to change this. I'm like, does he have my lips? I'm not

sure. I can't remember what they look like. So I finished breastfeeding and I was like, I just need these fillers dissolving and it's the best thing I ever did. This episode of Happy Mum, Happy Baby is sponsored by Hurtility, the go-to brand for all things

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