Hi guys it's Gaiow and before you get too excited no this isn't a new teenage

therapy episode unfortunately that show really did end but don't worry because

like I said I was launching a new show and it's finally out. It's called

loitering. It's really just a show where I kind of just hang out in various places and then tell you

about the thoughts and questions and emotions that I have while just

lingering here and there.

So far I've done an episode on should you live a life of complacency or adventure

episode two was this your life falling apart and

episode three is letting go of a dream.

So if that sounds interesting, I hope that you check it out.

Here's the first episode that I'm going to play for you and I really hope you enjoy it

and I miss you very much and yeah hope you're doing well.

I am so nervous this episode can go one or two ways. Either this will be a very happy episode or a very tragic and sad one.

And I really hope it's the happy one.

And I'm trying to have faith that I will be, but I totally might not.

And I'm also sick. My nose is stuffy, my voice is a little clogged so I hope you can't tell too much I hope it

doesn't bother you because sometimes when I hear people speak and you could tell

they have a stuffy nose it's just like damn like clear it up. But here's what's going on guys. I got to give you some

backstory because look I think I might have mentioned this in the first episode I'm

not really sure, maybe maybe not but after my last

podcast ended in September of 2023 I kind of went through an existential crisis because for the first time in my life I

didn't really know what I was going to do. I didn't know what came next and that's

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