I just want to take a moment and just want to take a moment and just soak this in.

I mean think about the fact that in this room there are

thousands of people who are spending their Christmas break and spending their

money trying to figure out how to give their life away.

That's an amazing thing.

And that's a huge, huge thought.

I was back there just trying to remember where I was when I was 18, 19,

when I was those early years of college just trying to figure out,

God, where are you sending me? What do you want me to do? And there was so much of me that was

afraid of that question. There was so much of me that was afraid of the authority of

Jesus Christ.

When I think back to my life right now, you know, I'm at this age where I'm almost 50 and I'm looking back and going, goshosh what would I do if I could relive my life?

Been asking myself that the last few weeks what would I do differently if I could go back to where some of you were at?

And there's so many things I'm uncertain about, but one thing I'm sure of is like I would have

had a greater focus on getting to unreached people. Like somehow I if I could relive my life I

would devote so much more of it to getting this good news, this message to people

who've never heard about Jesus Christ. I just see that throughout

the gospel and honestly I feel like in some ways I've spent far too much time speaking to people who've already heard the gospel thousands of times

and just trying to be more creative and hit that same few million people over and

over again and trying to get that message to them and man I'm

praying I'm praying for you I'm praying because there's such a pull here to

live a comfortable life to make a name for yourself.

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