I stepped out of the apartment, what, five, six years old, and something in my

God told me, like, you don't have a family anymore, like this is it.

I know, I'm like, you're gonna make me cry, I can't look at you.

Hi guys, I'm Val Benson, welcome to another episode of Too Tired to Be Crazy with me on every

Thursday. Obviously today's not Thursday, it's Saturday. I know, I can count the days,

I'm fully aware. Hopefully this will not continue to happen because I have foundly found an editor.

So hopefully my editor, my new editor will help me with my editing for these episodes so

then I can continuously post on Thursdays without any issue, including when I have other work to

do because I'm literally obsessed with you guys, obsessed with this podcast, and I want to make

you happy and you happy makes me happy. So it works out. Okay, so before we get started,

the episode that I have today is with the special guest, it's with Christina Schulman. She used to

be a contestant on the bachelor. She's also a bachelor in paradise. She's an influencer. She's

from Russia. She has this amazing story and actually we recorded this episode the end of 2019,

but I wasn't able to get my hands on this episode from my old podcast network until now.

And I'm so excited to have you guys listen to this episode. Her story is literally so unique,

so amazing. You're going to be crying most likely. I cried on the episode obviously because my name

is violet and I cry just so I am. Before we get started, I wanted to talk to you guys about

manifestation and I know it feels really random, but I just randomly been thinking about it lately.

There is a story about me manifesting my life and I don't know if I've ever brought it up and

maybe I'll bring it up again in a solo episode, but I don't know why I just felt the need to tell

it to you guys now before we start because I'm sitting in my house right now and I'm looking at my

view and it's so beautiful and it just reminded me of the story that I'm not sure if I shared, but

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