Welcome back, everyone, to a special bonus episode of Season 4 of Learning How to See.

I'd like to begin with a prayer that I include in the book, Do I Stay Christian?

It's from page 210.

And it just feels like this prayer is really appropriate for this spirit behind so many of the questions

that came in through this season. So let me read it as a prayer for us right now.

I do not know everything. I do not even know how much I do not know.

Nor do I know how much of what I know is impartial, faulty, or false.

So I pray.

Source of all truth.

Help me to hunger for truth.

Even if it upsets, modifies, or overturns what I already think is true.

Guide me into all the truth I can bear, and stretch me to bear even more, so that I may always

choose the whole truth, even with disruption, over half-truths with self-deception.

Grant me passion to follow wisdom wherever it leads.

Well, in that spirit, seeking for truth that stretches us beyond what we may already think.

First, let me welcome my colleagues Dawson Allen, Michael Petro, and Gigi Ross

for an engagement with some of the amazing and beautiful and powerful and touching questions

that came in from season four.

And, Dawson, will you start us with a question

for today? Yeah, absolutely. I'm not sure if this is the right place to email my question for

your final episode, but trust that if it's meant to be, it'll find the right landing spot.

I'm a 62-year-old, cradle Catholic, who has been questioning Catholic for several years,

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