Portia is so funny. They got rid of her so early and everyone makes that mistake, especially in the beginning.

Like she was because she said whatever when I killed. She had three times though. Come on.

Right. Yes. No true. But I'm like, oh, she's talking about I love her. So I'll make any kind of excuse for her.

But I'm like, it's a ubiquitous you. It's a ubiquitous eye. But also who made it, Natalie made that mistake at the end too. But I'm like, how? I never did it as a faithful. Of course. Like there's just a clear, like they and you. Like, how are you thinking this way, especially at the end? I agree. I don't know. I don't buy into it.

I'm like, how would you make that mistake? Right. That's like me saying I'm a traitor. What? Yeah. Like you would never say that. Except Colton thought he could manipulate you into. My job was on the floor. I was like, who does he think he is? So is mine. Yes. Like no no. And of course you wouldn't know what to say, but it's like, are you actually okay? Do you think, like, obviously everything for me turns into because I'm a woman, but do you think because I'm so, like, I don't know, submissive towards you that I'm going to give away my biggest and you're going to be the one I'm going to work with Exactly like what? I know I don't know people made I was late to watch so I don't know if people made a big deal out of it But like how dare you they did yeah I mean because he's so menacing also just physically You you know, he's 6-2 and he's a football

player and he's just, he's a big presence. And so when you don't expect someone to come at you

like that, I was taken aback, to be honest. I was just like, wait, whoa. This is a setup and I better

be really careful here. And just the way he would like whisper to you, like even he would talk shit whispering at the round table. I'm like, who do you think, I don't know, like you're some kind of God that like we're all supposed to about. I'm not going to be afraid of your whisper. Yeah. No. Like, no. It was so bad. I couldn't. My skin was crawling. Yeah.

I was a cult meter of all the people. I was like, I really didn't like how it was good to you. Yeah. I felt like it was really like to tell you who you are. That too, which that was such a great clap back. Thank you. Yeah. I tried to be cool, you know. I was not going to bring a housewife there. I just wasn't going to do it.

So that when he tested me that know. I was not going to bring a housewife there. I just wasn't going to do it.

So that when he tested me that way, I was like, sorry, this is not what it's about.

No.

No, and I'm an actress, and I'm an author, and I'm a mother, and I'm a wife.

Lisa fucking Rina!

Yeah!

Our introduction finally.

I'm parted with Gabby. I'm finally with the queen. I'm with the queen. No, I'm with the queen. The traitor's queen. Trader queens. How about that? Yeah. I wish I had that big. Did you get a big poster size of yourself? Do you have one? You didn't. Yeah, of me, but I wish I had one of you, but look what I have here. I love this. Your book and your, this is, this is my favorite photo shoot of all time. Really? Oh my God, are you kidding? Did Charlie Dennis do this? No. He didn't. He didn't, but I've worked with Charlie and I love Charlie Dennis. I'm obsessed with that shoot too. That shoot is great. Oh my God. What was that? Some London magazine.

I forget, but he's amazing. Yes, he's so creative. His partner Jake is amazing for hair. Oh, wait, they're dating? I think so. Wait, is the Jake that's like all together okay maybe I'm thinking it's a different

Jake I think yes yes yes anyway well we digress literally iconic obviously you're a fashion icon

are you sick about talking about traders no okay I'm not actually are you sick of it yet no because

I still like to it kind of brought me back and like part of me was like oh I like, oh, I almost missed this, but it's so hard when you're there. So hard when you're there. Especially as a traitor. Oh, my gosh. No sleep. I mean, it's brutal. Like, it's the hardest thing I've ever done. Yeah. By far. Like, by far. Yeah. Mentally, physically, emotionally. I mean, you're just ready to crack. By the time I left, I was cracking. Yeah. For sure. Yeah. That's how our traders felt too. At the end, Carolyn was like, I am so done with this. Because you are like, I get it. It's a game. But it's like, and it's impossible not to take personal. You have to. Of course you do. And it kind of is. Like, because people use your personality. People like Colton being like this. First of all, he didn't even know you, but he's like, this isn't the Lisa Rina. It's like. I don't think he's probably ever even watched me on Housewives, to be honest. Right. Not at all. He had no idea who I was. He just played that card. Right. And I thought, he's never seen me before. And it's an entirely different game. Even if you were faithful, you'd be different than like you were. Totally. You could never be acting like a housewife if you were a faithful or a traitor. You'd go the first Dorinda. It happened to Durinda my season. She was like, let's stir up some shit. It was great, but like, you know. But by bye, you go. Yeah. And then she like learned. Yeah, you have to be quiet. Yeah. You do. As you know, you do. The quiet ones go the furthest. Right. I know. It's kind of annoying, but it's true. It is annoying. And like, that's how I was. I didn't. I mean, in the beginning, I was just having a kiki. I'm like, there's so many fun people here. They're like, how did you not know Carolyn was a traitor? I was like, I was hitting her vape constantly in the van on the way. We didn't

never talk about the game. Exactly. That's how Durenda was with me. She was just, we were just

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