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Who have you ever revealed your real self to?

Starring Damien Lewis and Guy Pearce.

The man I trusted most, my best friend, has done the unethinkable.

Espy Among Friends. Stream Free on ITVX.

Let me start off by saying for the record, my name is Furfer.

You already knew that.

And let's be clear about something right off the bat.

The soul isn't some Casper, the friendly ghost version of you that walks around wearing

the exact same clothes you had on at the moment of your demise.

If you get hit by a steam roller and all your organs are squeezed up your trachea and

out of your mouth like Play-Doh as your ribcage gets turned into a party favor, you're

not going to find yourself lying in the street some non-caporeal flattened version of your

last gruesome moments.

Your soul doesn't have a form.

It's weightless, shapeless, and invisible.

When you are born, it's as clean as a brand new chalkboard, just waiting for that little

skull box to meet ballets freshly connected to to begin imprinting onto it.

Every sight, sound, touch, and smell you experience, every thought you develop or prayer

you whisper as just electrical impulse is traveling across your meatball quartets and tattooing

themselves onto your skull like a bolt of lightning and sand.

And as you live, those pathways that get carved into your precious soul also influence

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