The path of person to presence is so unstable.

It's so unstable.

And when you're fast-forwarding things and you're moving through the energetic kinks of lifetimes,

which is what quantum manifestation is, and all these experiences are coming to the surface for you to look at and do differently,

which means respond in surrender, which means

release control, which means potentially look like your life is completely falling apart and you

are not together at all because you're just like, I'm in the flow of life and whatever way I go

is the way that I go. Because you're smoothing. And as soon as you control something or you use your mind to try to manipulate it,

you slow down the process.

You slow down the process and you have to go through it again.

So my soul in this life was just like, okay, let's go full force and go through everything.

And now it's like there's, there's nowhere else for this show to go.

Yeah.

Except, but consistency with this message.

And in the last, I felt like that that little dark night of the soul for a few days where I was just like you so I don't I don't

I don't know what's going on like I feel I have so much pain I can't move my neck and then at nighttime

I was I woke up and I was just like like I couldn't breathe there was so much um

resistance in my whole body I couldn't breathe it just was so much resistance in my whole body. I couldn't breathe. It just felt so

tense. And I was just like, just release this, release this. I don't want any of this. And I,

I just started crying and spontaneously doing some yoga. And I lay back into bed. And I was like,

praying. I'm like, please take anything here. Like just take it.

I'm done with this. Please take it. And suddenly in that moment with my eyes closed, it was like I saw the

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