On today's episode of the podcast, we talk about sleep, which seems to be one of the only

things I'm able to fully talk about right now, but we venture into the area of independence.

And I ask a really big question, or I state a big statement that's really hard for me

to do. Speaking the words, I need help. I know I'm not the only one who has a hard time

asking for help and receiving help in a big way. And I talk about how that deeply weaves

into our longing for community and that proverbial village that we all want to create. How can

we actually manifest a life where we are more interwoven and connected? And does it begin

by asking the question, please help me? I don't know.

How do I tell them? How do I tell them? How do I be the bills? How do I pay the bills?

I know what goes through your head when you're living with cancer. The questions, the fears,

the need to know. How do I know? Because I'm living with cancer too. That's why I joined

the McMillan Online Community and we can help people like you, whatever you need to ask.

Join us, search McMillan Online Community. Let's dive in.

Hello, everyone. Hello, hello, dear friends. My village, my people. Hi.

Hi, that was like a pretty full little hi. Welcome to a brand new episode of the show.

And welcome to an episode that I have literally sat down to record, not once, twice, three times.

Now, four times today that I sit down to record this show and thought I could kind of

piece together an episode and I would somehow work. I sat down this morning, put the baby to bed,

the baby now sleeps in bed. So I thought I've had a couple of days of just big changes happening

here at the house where instead of bouncing on a Pilates ball all day with the baby strapped

in a sling or in a carrier, I've put a lot of big work into just getting him to sleep in a dark

quiet room, which has worked really well for three days. So today, Dennis was a way he's working.

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