Let's discuss what I've been doing at the gym. So basically, it's all been a mistake, really.

What happened was I was getting excited about my wife getting pregnant and I said, you know what, I need a bit more energy.

So I've been like a natural...

It's like 400 tests.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

So I've been natural for four years or three years or whatever, three years.

So, and I used to, to me before, 400 was a HRT dose. So I thought that,

okay, I'll start with 400 and 8CG and FSH. Ended up in a like, I don't know what to describe it as like

a sex drive from hell. Couldn't work. Couldn't. I can imagine when you're deprived to and you're

not used to it, like when you're, everyone remembers their're not used to it like when you're everyone remembers their

first cycle and it feels like you hit puberty again with your sex drive and eventually you sort of like

acclimate to the heightened androgen exposure where your sex drive isn't like as ridiculous but when

you like first do it after being natural for years like it was probably you probably couldn't do

anything you're probably just thinking about sex all fucking day yeah two two comments about that i was really happy to notice that because for the audience to know

when you use high levels of testosterone your sex drive acclimates and then when you go back if

you're using 750 and you go back down to 200 you're actually like hyposexual compared to what

you used to be normally so you really adapt and i thought we

would never desensitize from that i guess i did a lot but also the stupidity that i had was added the

hcg and the fs h which increased sex drive way more than testosterone so basically i was dead for like

two weeks after that after that i was like i'm not touching that again i never injected testosterone

again and since then uh actually even i've been like honestly not so After that, after that, I was like, I'm not touching that again. I never injected testosterone again.

And since then, actually, even I've been like, honestly,

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