You are imperfect, permanently and inevitably flawed, and you are beautiful. Amy Bloom.

Hey guys, what's up and welcome back to another coffee talk. Today I'm going to be doing a

decaf brew with you guys and I've really been enjoying, okay, so I've been filming the coffee

talks a little bit out of order lately because I'm leaving for Bali at the end of February.

So I had to pre-film a lot of these coffee talks and because of that I filmed two coffee talks in a

row where it was Q&A style and I really enjoyed it. I really enjoyed, I guess kind of spinning off

of your guys' questions, your guys' just thought-provoking like point starters if you will. So I feel

like it's interesting hearing what you guys actually want to talk about. It's nice kind of having

some input on your end and I feel like it just kind of includes you guys in the conversation a

little bit more as well as it just sparks more ideas for me to kind of free-flow and one thing that

I want to try and get better at unless I'm doing like extensive research. I prefer to kind of just

talk to you guys more free-flow anyway but a lot of the times just full painful honesty, my anxiety

can sometimes like bubble up whenever I know I need to film. I think it's just like a mental thing

because I just know that I'm sitting down and hitting record on a camera so sometimes it can

make me a little bit more anxious and it can make me kind of start to put up these like little-

almost like not bubbly walls but just like I feel like I just kind of, I don't dehumanize myself.

I just definitely put on a like hey guys and like I take a lot of my goofiness, a lot of my

quirkiness, a lot of that kind of stuff out sometimes because I think I just need to, I don't know,

just an anxiety thing. So I think having your guys' questions helps me relax into it a little bit

more and not having points to talk off of from a phone or a piece of paper also just kind of helps

me flow a little bit more so we're gonna try this for the next few ones. Let me know if you like it.

I'm still gonna do somewhere I do points before because I really do like having my like knowledge

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