Welcome back to the four-season show by Bala's Life. I'm Ryan Mogdosh. I'm with Zach Noble.

And we've had now three, four days to reflect on Kobe and everything that he meant to everybody.

And obviously, this is absolutely massive. and everything that he meant to everybody.

And obviously, this is absolutely massive with our podcast and what we want to do for the rest of our lives with the NBA and basketball as a whole.

First of all, before we get into everything, where were you when you first found out? How did you

find out? And what was your initial feeling? Yeah. So, I mean, I'm glad we waited a couple

days. And I mean, I... Me too. There's no way that I could do this. If you asked me to do it

Sunday, absolutely. There's no way. First of all, yeah.

I mean, I'm a cryer.

It's just who I am.

I cry over people I know.

I cry over people I don't know.

And I've had very few major deaths in my life, and I've been very lucky for that.

That's why Kobe, I mean, this is bigger for me than,

I mean, than many. I mean, I've been very lucky. I'm just, it sucks because I'm sure when

major deaths happen to me, they're going to be coming in bunches being they haven't really

happened at this point in my life but this one really

hit me i mean there's a lot to go into here and we'll see if i i mean i've i'm first day i've i've

really made it without going going too deep and letting my emotions get too strong on me so uh when i

first got this it was pretty crazy. I was sitting on my

coach. I mean, I'll always remember the feeling and the emotions, but sitting on my coach,

honestly, just watching basketball. You were watching basketball? This happened Sunday morning.

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