What's that at the full of my bed? It's spooky and cute. I'm pretty sure it's dead. It's coming this way. Wait a minute, hey, I'm ghosted!

Hey Boo, it's me, Roz. I am going to keep it pretty quick on this intro today because we have got a full episode with Kirsten Vangsness, who you may know from the TV show Criminal Minds on CBS. She plays Penelope Garcia.

I love Kirsten and so happy to get to catch up with her and to talk to her about this stuff. It's a really fun episode today.

I don't have much to report anyhow from this week. One thing I could say is that I was watching on Netflix, that TV show Haunted. Have you seen Haunted? I like Haunted. It's like a story telling reenactment kind of show.

There was a season or two that came out within the past few years and it's usually like someone that grew up in a haunted house or had some kind of thing that spanned a period of time with a paranormal entity of some sort. It's like them sitting in a room telling their family as we see reenactments.

But now there's a version that is the Latin American version and it's in Spanish. I just started watching it and it's very scary. I mean, it's a reenactment show so it can be like a little too easy. But the stories, you come for the stories and they are very good.

So just, you know, if you're looking for something to watch, I thought it would throw that out there. On Patreon this week, I'm back talking about eBay dolls and go check that out. Patreon.com slash draws Dress Feles. That is on the first tier and link is also in the description of this episode.

And on my second tier, the bonus clip this week is actually that thing that I've started doing not that long ago where I like ask my guests about their thoughts on different paranormal things. It is that with Kirsten this week.

So you can hear Kirsten talking about her thoughts on UFOs and Bigfoot and haunted dolls and all that fun stuff. So without further ado, here is my chat with Kirsten Vengeance and with the show.

Kirsten, how are you?

I know it's a weird question. No, no, no, the reason why it was that it's a weird question is because I am doing wonderful. And I say this fully aware of my privilege and fully aware of that I am the exception to the rule, but I have found

the last year, although heartbreaking and has cracked me open emotionally in many different ways. I have found it to be very expansive for my internal hologram.

I feel like, you know, I keep being reminded of like before, you know, a caterpillar is a butterfly. They're just soup. They're just goo. And I feel like I got to be, I've been goo for like a year.

Now I've got to explore the goo, which all of us all of us have been forced to explore the goo, but I've been very lucky that the both the environment in which I can go explore.

And yeah, I'm just going to keep going with that metaphor. And also like just, you know, I'm lucky, you know, my, my mom, my mom is healthy. And you know, I mean like all the people that I, I haven't had to go through this whole experience.

I've gotten, you know, the heartbreak that I, that I have incurred has, has happened from watching other people go through deep pain. And it is forced to me to explore all of the limiting beliefs and the white violence that I have.

And, and inside of me and all this other, you know, my internalized homophobia, all this bullshit like that I've gotten to,

I've gotten to, um, been lucky enough that those have been my journal, my journeys in the last year. So I'm great.

Yeah, that's a good way to look at it though, because we were forced to do a lot of goo searching and, um, I, I imagined some people maybe like, I know for me, I, I had so much searching of the goo

And you know, lots of things I've just been ignoring

for a long time because I was so busy.

And then I finally got to sit here and be like,

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