Okay. forever because we were always told we were all pretty much replaceable.

I got lucky I got to be in the recording group and be called you know one of the

decades most successful girl group. I knew that that was my dream job I wanted to be in the pussycat dolls. I was

dancing for my life in that video. Did you ever hate dance? I had a moment where I

realized that because dance had become my business the business had

pulled the love of dance away from me and that's when I knew it was time to make

huge changes. There's never a pinnacle moment where you've reached it. It's not real.

The root of pressure and being somebody that you probably don't want to be is because that ego is alive and for me I thought there was an

end goal in dance but now I realized that my end goal is just to consistently

dance for the rest of my life. All that really makes me feel fulfilled is working on myself, being a good person, giving

back, having balance, and not having an ego. Oh, I'm in control.