As you live and breathe, I see you before my eyes.

As like something, breathing is a bit of a...

Look, you see my Christmas blanket? I do, I see my Christmas blanket I do I see your Christmas blanket you look very

cozy you've got your beanie on you look great with your fake pink lipstick that's

floating around your face as you move your hands in front.

It's great.

I wouldn't even know that you have the augg or augu, however you say it.

I've got the suds. Yeah, you do it. I've got the suds. Yeah you do it the suds. I don't know what I got but it was pretty

it's pretty touch and go for a while. I'm finally I think today at the point where if I load down with meds

yeah then I just feel sick. But you know when at a certain point when you're sick and you load down with meds, it's like,

is this doing anything?

Yeah. Is this just to let my brain think that we have a chance here that we have a shot in hell?

Christ, what would I feel like if I didn't take all the day quill in the world?

And that is exciting the first day of like liberation you have to where you're still sick

but you're able to be functionally medicated sick and it feels like such freedom even though your brain barely works because you're high as balls.

You're still like I can get up.

Ooh! And it's so exciting.

The way that today is the first day, with medication, that I can walk from the bed or couch, you know, when you're sick, you kind of flop between the two.

To the bathroom and back without laying down and going,

Yeah, you know when you're saying you just, you barely move in your,

anyway, all of that to say I'm sick guys we I've tried to figure out a good muting

solution when I feel a coof coming on when I feel a sniffle. I'll try my best to do what I can, but we are just

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