Oh, I remember working on WWE, singing my original

but we can. No, we have this. There's a...

Where are we talking? I'm okay.

I'm just fine. Not at all emotionally disturbed or anything like that. No.

No. I was damn hormonal today. Me too. Yeah, I don't know what it is. It was way

birthday yesterday. Yes, happy birthday. Usually we pause on my birthday. I think that

for the last two years. I think I've done one because I do like to...

It's a good way to fend off the malaise. Yeah, do you always feel kind of sad on your birthday?

I guess everybody does. I felt a little melancholic the night before. And then my birthday was pretty

nice. I went to the St. Regis and had a couple people come by and it was just kind of nice.

I did like a Marie Antoinette. Small and low key. Yeah. And then today I was yeah crying kind of.

I was just I don't know but it is not only that it's related to my birthday necessarily.

I'm 31 years old. What? 21? What?

Which in a way, it feels kind of younger than 30.

Oh, okay. You know what I mean? Well, because it feels like I'm in the beginning of my 30s rather

than the end of my 20s. I see. You're kind of like 30s. It's like kind of culmination of your 20s.

Hey, one whatever gets you through the day. I mean whatever. I feel I feel my age, which is a normal

age to be. I feel fine. I mean a lot of people have been way nicer about my appearance lately on

the internet. I've been getting some more positive feedback on the way that I look these days and

I do think that is connected to me being way less of a huge alcoholic. Really? Which I was

definitely like a couple years ago. I was definitely like Maddie was like sending me pictures of

myself over the years. You know? Like an emolicious way? No, I'm gonna post this.

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