Hey guys, sorry for the lateness, I am on a cruise. I hope you enjoy this episode.

This fan requested. It is a little dark, so if you have kids listening, I don't know why you would.

But you may want to listen to it before they get a chance too.

All right guys, bye bye. It's now time for just the terror with Nick Guerra. Some of you may have

the first five years.

Some of you may have read my son's account about what happened regarding the monster

Tommy Taffy. After reading it, after crying over it, I felt compelled to write this.

I'm not here to defend my actions. I'm not here to make excuses. I did what I had to so that my family would survive.

I knew what Tommy was capable of. I knew what we'd have to endure.

But I also knew that if we can make it five years without pissing Tommy off,

we'd come out of the nightmare alive.

How did I know that?

Because I had already lived it.

I had already been exposed to what that thing was capable of.

I had seen Tommy's temper, had seen what pushed his buttons.

I had already done my five years.

Like I said, I'm not here to defend myself. What happened to my family is unspeakable. But we are alive. No, instead I'm writing this so you can understand why I did what I did, why I chose to let

Tommy do what he did to my wife and children.

After you hear my sight, after you read what I went through, then you can judge me. God knows I deserve it.

Tommy first arrived on my street when I was seven. I was an only child and lived with both my

parents in a middle class neighborhood.

It was a mellow slice of the American dream,

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